Because you shall remain in my heart...

I am not sure how inspiring my writings can be. I don't write for entertainment. I write because it gives me immense pleasure. It lets me express my thoughts in a better way. Or maybe writing is the best form of communication for me. It lets me express my emotions without having to face the person.

I always write for myself but today I am writing for you.

I am not a professional blogger but one day I want to become one. That may take some time. So if someday I write a book you will be there somewhere just like the pearl in the heart of an ocean.

I fell in love with you the instant I saw you. I love you even today and will do until eternity. Sounds great! Right? But you know there is a sad part in it too. It is a fact that you will never be mine. Although you might be there for me in some probable way. You are the perfect man any woman would love to get married to. I am sure your woman shall be a lucky chic.

It's definitely a tragedy not getting the love back from the one you love. We have read it previously. Probably in poems. Or in other forms of literature. But the beauty of loving someone without expecting anything is profound.

You might not be the most good looking or the most intelligent. I don't even consider you as a hunk. (I hope you know the meaning of the word HUNK). But for me, you are the most beautiful in every way I know. Love just happens. If you love someone for a reason then it is not love. I don't know what it is but my point here is that my love for you has deep and strong roots that penetrate deep in my heart. You are always on my mind. I don't have to miss you because you are right there. In my thoughts. I wonder what it would be like to go against all odds and chose you instead of being chosen. I wish I had the courage. The courage to chose you over my present.

The man in my life at the moment is the best gift you gave me. And thank God for you came along into my life as well. Not as a partner of course but as a ----------. Oh! Nobody shall ever know.

So if someone reads this they would judge me as a disloyal wife. I don't care because I know I am not one. I am just an ordinary girl wanting to be loved. You, unfortunately, can never give me that love because what you can give me is respect and that is more than satisfying. I am silly. I know. But it's good to be silly sometimes. Especially in love.  And you would have known had you felt it.

So Mr XYZ, thank you for coming into my life and for giving me a reason to live. You have inspired me to bring out the best of me to the world. And I shall not put you down. Never.
(By the way, I am not drunk. I am just high. In your love)
Love,
Me.