Closures!

It is our Birthday Month! and we are all butterflies to this event!

And boy, it has been ages since I wrote my heart out. I have been keeping most things in my heart for reasons that I have every few ears who can listen and comprehend what I say.

It is an irony! when you say something good, people say you are being dramatic or fake and when you speak the truth, they cannot handle the facts. So, I sometimes wonder whether or not to say something to someone.

I began my podcast show with a simple thought since I am an excellent orator, why don't I use these skills to entertain people, inspire people and make them smile at the end of the show.

I began my Podcast show with 

love and excitement. I spoke about so many things and then a few people said that I was being fake on the show. That I had an ego on my chest and when I die I will take it along with me. LOL.

See, the thing is that when you want to be good to someone, their ass cannot take it. They cannot stand the fact that you are actually a genuine person and they are the ones who behave unnaturally.

Nevertheless, these people die in their own shit one day and let them live a life in an illusion that "Unka Mann Saaf hai". And then there are closures. Closure issues.

There are people who you like and then they cannot like you back. So unfortunate! I always have difficulty getting closure in such situations. I have tonnes to tell them but they are not in a position to listen to anything.

In such situations, there is frustration and then there is regret as well.

But, little is something which you can do about someone you like not reciprocating your affection.

A few abstract emotions stay in the heart forever and sometimes when you dedicate a post to someone, you really wish you could mention their name.

so, to egos, regrets and looking up to the clear blue sky, cheers to life!