A letter that I should have written long ago...

Hi ...

Its so good to be here, finally!

I know there is a lot going on in your head but at the moment, stay here with me. Give me that shoulder today where I can lay my head and find solace. 

Today, I want you to only listen. Listen to my heart beat. Listen to me breathe. Listen to the wind blow and listen to the clouds go.

Be my mirror today. Smile when I smile and share a tear drop with me. When the wind brushes through my hair, be the one who sets it back to its place.

Be my friend, lover and caretaker today. Hug me tight so that I can hear you breathe. 

Look into my eyes and feel what my heart feels for you. Hold my hand and make me feel your soul. 

Be here , right now. Coz, the next second I know you are not mine to keep.

Our paths are different and so is our journey. 

My heart yearns for that one look from you. Your eyes meet mine and I know you feel the same as I do. Smile as thats what my eyes look forward to.

I know we don't meet that often. There are people around us. But in a room full of temporary be my constant for that one moment. 

That one moment when my heart skips a beat and when my soul knows its mate. 

Soon, you will be gone and so will I. For this all was only for a moment. You have a permanent and so do I. 

If and but I can make you mine but I know it is not going to be right. For one moment that you will give only me, I can cherish it forever. 

It will remain fresh until I breathe my last. I will feel your warmth even on the coldest night.

I will etch your touch on my body like you are still there. I will capture your smile in my eyes untill they sparkle. 

I can never forget you. But I hope you remember me even for a slightest moment. 

This one sided love is mine to keep. I am sorry I cannot share it with you. You can have your own share but I know this will never happen. 

But if it does, will it be right? I wonder. 

I know you will never know, But you will be in my final 7 minutes of life.

Thank you again for those butterflies. Thank you for that emotion you woke up in me that had died long ago.

Thank you for rekindling that emotion called love in me when I almost had lost it.

I hope you know one DAY!